In September 2014, just around the Autumn Equinox and at the time of a very deep transition in my life, I have travelled abroad to participate in a guided psychedelic weekend ceremony. One element of the weekend was inhalation of excretion of Incilius alvarius toad (commonly known as Bufo alvarius). Few days later I attempted, once again, the impossible task of putting an incredible and ineffable experience into words.
Notes from the Darkness Retreat
In January 2016, I spent 10 days in complete darkness and isolation and recorded my experience in these detailed notes.