To the Source and back again

In September 2014, just around the Autumn Equinox and at the time of a very deep transition in my life, I have travelled abroad to participate in a guided psychedelic weekend ceremony. One element of the weekend was inhalation of excretion of Incilius alvarius toad (commonly known as Bufo alvarius). Few days later I attempted, once again, the impossible task of putting an incredible and ineffable experience into words.