In September 2014, just around the Autumn Equinox and at the time of a very deep transition in my life, I have travelled abroad to participate in a guided psychedelic weekend ceremony. One element of the weekend was inhalation of excretion of Incilius alvarius toad (commonly known as Bufo alvarius). Few days later I attempted, once again, the impossible task of putting an incredible and ineffable experience into words.
The Heart of Darkness
Essay published in Psychedelic Press Journal Volume XVIII (2016) and audio recording of a talk that followed the publication.